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Old 09 Dec 2005, 21:44   #1 (permalink)
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Default gah..

You guys have always been nice and sympathetic and now i just..messed up everything.



Ive ruined everything my best friend nick passed away last night (cancer) and everythings gone downhill from there.

I ruined everything with the girl i truly do love.
Im a mess of emotions and dont know if i wanna cry or beat someone up.
It feels like my world is just falling to pieces...

I use to think there might be a god.
But how could one let a human endure such a torment? Ive never been this depressed in my life i cant stop crying and it feels like im at the brink of tears always how im supposed to face the day when i cant even clean myself up anymore? It feels like music is the only thing that even matters a friend could die and leave you just as quickly as he entered...
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Old 09 Dec 2005, 23:41   #2 (permalink)
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Hey man, careful bearing your soul here...
If you need someone to talk to PM me dude...I hate seeing people tormented like this.
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Old 09 Dec 2005, 23:45   #3 (permalink)
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First off I'd like to say I'm sorry about your loss dude. A perosn dying that is very close to you can be EXTREEMLY hard. I've had it happen to me on mutiple occasions for various reasons(cancer, hit by a car, ect.) Life is hard and can be extreemly painful I won't agrue that because it's true. But with the good comes the bad. Yin and Yang.

If you belive in God then know that he has a plan for you. You might not know what it is, or why he chose that plan but he has one. Everything will be fine in the end, trust me.

Everyone has their own release fro everything. Some chose models, some chose music, some chose martial arts, but everyone has a release from real life. Just as long as that passion doesn't take control of you and bend to it's will you'll be fine. There's nothing wrong with using music as a release.

Music is an art, and everyone has different ideas of what art is but I think art is a way to show emotion through sight, sound, or touch. So music is an exeptional thing to cherish at a time like this.

Just as long as you stick through life as best as you can no-one will ask any more of you. At times it may not seem so simple and even living will seem like a daunting task but as long as your living you can find out if it was worth it in the end. Just as long as that end isn't anytime soon because you wouldn't have enough time to find out.

Just hold on to what you have, and don't do anything you might regret, sure there will be sometimes when you accidentally do something you regret, but don't do anything you know you'll regret later on in life.

You'll be back on you feet soon dude trust me.
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Old 10 Dec 2005, 00:00   #4 (permalink)
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Just promise me you'll stay off the smack, mate. Seriously. It won't make anything any better. If you ever need anything, you know my e-mail address. ({)
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Old 10 Dec 2005, 00:00   #5 (permalink)
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I doubt it.
I thougt i made up with the chick.
But i just found out she blocked me.
So she lied straight to my face..dont exactly know if our making up was even sincere on her part..
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Old 10 Dec 2005, 00:08   #6 (permalink)
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Misfits, do you know those songs, where you get that feeling, it swells up in your throat, and you just want to sing out loud and be active. Please, go listen to one of those, they usually make me feel awesome and maybe they'll help you.

Is the chick, ****?
Hmmm. Maybe saying her name might've been a bad thing. *Probably was*-Elf Boy

Come'on, pull yourself together, feel some pride, you are YOU, and if any c**p happens, YOU will keep floating on in live and YOU will have the happy-ever-after live in the end YOU only matters to YOU.

Come on misfits.

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Old 10 Dec 2005, 00:10   #7 (permalink)
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Yes.
and its extremely hard to pull yourself together.
I have no drugs and acohol.
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Old 10 Dec 2005, 00:20   #8 (permalink)
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They don't pull you together, they help you to volountarily cave in. :-\
Choose to fight the oppresive feelings dude, not give in to them.
We're with ya.
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Old 10 Dec 2005, 00:20   #9 (permalink)
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Drugs? Those are crap, baking soda and sugar mixed together. Yopu don't need drugs or alcohol, you have flesh, and blood. You are the one who makes the difference, she's the only girl you love, because you're so confused, misfits, take a nice long sleep, and just relax, it's the weekend.

Friends will always pass away, but, you can make sure you have plenty of awesome stories to tell him, after you live to be 120, and bath in the crisp sunlight of heaven with him.
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Old 10 Dec 2005, 00:23   #10 (permalink)
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Just remember that if nothing else at least you have us cool guys to help you through anything. ^_^
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